anotherday, anothermemory...

150711

2011-07-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
lol. okay. its has been a long time since i've blog.
have been rather busy this few months with entrepruneurship fair, and stuffs.

jus realised that its july nw..
and i still dont get amaths.
im so gonna die.
7 periods of maths on fri.
idk how to survive..
its just so tiring..

well..there's a performance coming up in less than a month!
and we just started preparing for it!
WHEE! i just cant wait for th performance!:D
andddd.. got a shock news. ; i become th president of dance.

common test in another week.
im so dead.
well.. i'll study. but just not now:)

monday bluez.

2011-05-16T22:11:00.003+08:00

and today is monday again.
took back a few subjects for MYE.
currently, i passed everything.
but in the end, im still gonna fail bcoz its gonna get pull down by common test. :(
jus hope that common test wont pll my results down so much, and i will still be able to pass:)
and th most freaking awesome thing is i passed my Amath.
i was damn shocked.
and.. :( i missed 1 bloody mark to get a distinction for my physics.
urgghhhh=(

had dance today.
honestly speaking, i miss syf alot.
although its tiring, but its awesome and fun :D
i hope there will be mre performances coming up
and there will be internal trainings again:)
urghhh. but i doubt so..

holidays in two weeks time.
im looking forward for it!:)
im super tired these few weeks.
i need more sleep to grow taller.
lol, i know it wont help for me.
hahahaha.

finally im posting againnn.

2011-05-14T15:59:00.002+08:00

hahaha. after a few months, im back to post again. :)
LOL. anyw, i've been quite busy for th past few months; preparing for syf,danceworks, awards day, MYE etc..
yea.. and th last paper is down ytd. :):):)

went to watch beastly :D
it was an awesome show;)
hahahaha.
and funny things happened during th movie.
LMFAO.
:):):):):):):):):):)

i want to be th reason for th smile on ur face
and th person that is in ur mind:)

busy busy..

2011-01-21T23:25:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! ;D
im back to post. :)

i've been really busy this few weeks ever since school started.
and im gonna be really busy until april is over.
school work is somehow killing me alr, and i think im so gonna be dead for th upcoming CT. :(
i've many many things to do. how i wish that i've 72 hours everyday;)
then i can finish up all my assignments and stuffs. ;D

well.. && i got into a new class, 3E6, it brought me a lot of laughter and fun everyday when im in school. :) thank you ppl ;)

i may not be lacking of anyth,

but im sure im lack of this;

-moral courage

-self confidence

its all too late, isnt it..?

2010-12-02T13:58:00.002+08:00

everything's too late, isnt it?
if i have another chance, i wouldnt do that.
i miss youuuuu

181110

2010-11-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

went winona& deborah 's house to practice for dance today:)

There is class bbq tmrw:D
&&& dance audition for syf :S
Im so so so bloody nervous& excited.
My hamstring is still pain :(
But,, im still goin for the audition :))

Wish myself good luck for tmrw's audition :)
God bless me :D

2010-11-16T12:16:00.004+08:00

well, holidays is extremely boring.
i rather have school then.
anyw, returned back to school for dance:)
&& ytd, was an epic.
i screwed up the dance :C
wondering how am i going to pass th audition... :S

my leg injury is back again..:(
its damn painful.
i cant stand for long.. :(
but i dont care, im still gonna dance. :DDD

ohmy..

2010-11-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

another 15 hours to go..
and i gotta do the awards filming. :S
im so bloody nervous. (:
well, lets leave everything till tmrw! :D

hahaha, shall post smth interesting about last week.
hmm..ever since the last day of school, nth special happened.
except for the debate that was held at mediacorp C:
i totally love that day! 06112010:)
hahaha. we saw nat ho! :)
wheeee. he was so damn handsome and awesome :)
well..was hoping to see more artists but didnt managed to see more..
DDDDDDDD:

ytd dance training was tiring.
split training. hahaha.
my leg is now still aching.
awesomeeee :SSS

Brewer 2E5'10

2010-10-30T17:20:00.000+08:00

Time flies damn effing fast !
If only I have a time machine :) then i can turn back the time to January 2010!
:DDDDDD
I miss 2E55555!!!!
I miss those crazy moments we had.
Laughing at all our lame jokes, silly actions, paiseh moments and many many more!!
Although we are not really united as a class, but we managed to win some prizes everytime when there is competition.
I'll always rmb those times we had as a class.

Anyw, streaming results is out..
Im super luckyyyy:D
I got into POA class. :)
Puiehh got into the same class as me and I'm separated with ahpui and puiahhh..
I hope I can do well for my math nzt year:))))

161010

2010-10-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

got back the overall results for eoy.
i failed 1 subject. science.
got the streaming form too. :)
i seriously dunno which course to choose.
yeahhh...i regret not workin harder. if not i could have a higher chance to get into e course i wan.
choosing the courses is more stress than having exam luhh..

i knw i'll nvr be the one...

141010

2010-10-14T20:40:00.004+08:00

took back almost all the papers.
yeahh.. i failed one. and its obviously science.. :(
alot of people got aces for their math.
i doubt i could get into POA anymre..
but nevertheless, im still gonna put POA course as my firstfirst choice. :D

And.. dance starts tmrw.
And my leg is getting worse.
Cant dance again.. MC…

Unlucky week for me .
My hand has got 3 cuts.
And on the way out, my bus broke down.
How awesome…

Now all I hope is that I could pass my history exam.
Omg. I cant afford to fail, if not my average is gonna go down..
And &&&.. tmrw gonna get the streaming slip.
I got no mood for anyth , now my whole mind is filled with courses,courses & COURSES!

all i can do is just to pretend
that im okay & alright with it.
i know this wont last,
but i hope that it would not end so early..

111010

2010-10-11T20:27:00.002+08:00

last paper down.
its like.. finally!:D
im still blaming about my itchy hand!
STUPID luh. it made me lose 2 marks alr..
i shouldnt had erased it.
eeyeerrrr...!
well.. no point crying over spilled milk.

anyways,
today.. came home damn early.
i reached home at 9.20am.
and i slept for the whole afternoon.

my hand is aching again.
when will it get well..?

2010-10-09T23:16:00.001+08:00

Finally.. left with math paper 1.
The final paper for EOY.
I’ve screwed up almost for all the paper.
Gosh.. Perhaps, I cant get into the class I want anymore… :(

Well.. anyway, today is so so damn bored.
I just missed those bloody hell days.
But .. yeah. Its all gone.

Ohhh &&& ….
Ytd went out for shopping with mum!
And.. I bought many many many stuffs! :D
Hahahahs!

041010

2010-10-04T21:01:00.002+08:00

today's paper was totally SCREWED.
holy shit.
whatever man..
went JE library to study.
and yeah.. i managed to study 2 chapters.
well..it could have been more.
hahaaa. coz 90% of the time, im slackin.
shouldnt have slack, coz i realized that i cnt understand whats with chp 9& 10.
gosh man.. history, u r seriously gonna kill me.
shall stop here.
and i will continue to study.
SRSLY, I THINK I NEED TO GET MOTIVATED IN ORDER TO GET ON WITH MY STUDIES.

031010`

2010-10-03T23:22:00.003+08:00

in less than 10 hours time, im gonna take my EOY examinations.
OMFG. guess wad..? imnot prepared yet..
everyone has prepared except me..
oh gosh... im gonna screw up man.
this time round, i didnt even study for anyth..
i guess im gonna get a zero.
oh man, i wan to get in e course i wan.
but...i doubt i can nw..
nvm. im gonna study tmr.
for the rest of the paper (: ; history and math :D
its my only hope..
the only subjects i guess i could score.. :S
IM SRSLY GONNA STUDY :)

090810

2010-08-09T19:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! ;D

its only now then i truly know how to really really treasure things/people.

i left with around 1 monthhh.

OMFG. i wonder what will happen w/o you.

seriously..i really need you.

i know its impossible for you to stay forever,

but at least when i really really grow up.

those days...were my best day in life. :))

i'll always rmb those days and keep it with me wherever i go.

thank you for giving me such wonderful memories ;D

060810

2010-08-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

today national day celebration! ;DDDD
hahahahs.
Performance tmrw. and i still cnt catch up with my steps.
OMGGG.
three sessions and thn perform = super nervousss.

030810

2010-08-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

everything today practically sux like shit.
i got 5 marks for my el compre.
screw up luhhhhh.

some things was expected to be happened.
but just didnt expect it to happened in another way.
i kind of feel guilty. i shouldnt even have say it. i should had keep it to myself.
i hate this man.
is there a hole for me to run away frm this..?
one person suffer is better than three right...
9 mre hours.. i dont feel like goin. and i dun even knw how to face it.
and dont even knw how i should even start..
will this affect us..?

ithinkitsbetterthatudontknow.

cosidunwanmypersonalfeelingstoaffectutoo.

idontwantutobelikeasandwich;trappedinbetween.

imreallysorrythatididnttellu.

asireallydontknwhowtobringitup.

imreallyreallysorry.

hopethiswillbethefirst&thelasttime..

2010-07-29T19:17:00.002+08:00

this week sct.
im freakin stress.
partly due to family problems, friends && tests.

i feel like sayin it out.
but i just dunno how..
those freakin problems are just simply affecting my mood.
the family problem is a the most serious problems of all.
its seriously a big big challenge for me to overcome man..

its only when you're bout to lose it,
then you start to treasure.
but dont you think that its a little too late..?

CIP

2010-07-25T21:16:00.003+08:00

went for CIP ytd.
its a saturday and i had to wake up @ 5am..
went there and teach the old ppl how to dance.
at first i nearly freak out. but in the end, i find thats its fun!:D
after that, we returned back to school. and then go Orchard again where we had our CIP.
went the newly open scape..
saw merly and lyo!. me and sarah went to took photo with em! ;DDDD
&& during tuition, i fell asleep. how awesome... lol.

today stayed at home..
watched crime watch.
saw Derek.
hahah.. he is super funny.
i just cnt stop laughinn.
LMAO..

treat people sincerely frm the bottom of our hearts.
even if e ppl look different frm us,
they still cn do things that we cn do.

Leadership workshop

2010-07-22T20:03:00.002+08:00

HEYHEYYOUYOU
Im super high man! ;DD
hahahahs.
the 3 days leadership workshop past..
went sentosa and did treasure hunt.
many funny things happened.
ohh..and im so blindddd.
too many funny things to be listedddd. :DDDD
&&& i ate popcorn that dropped on the floorrrrrr.
whateverrr.. dont bother luhhhh.
hahhahahhahs.
im super happppyyyy!.
HAHAHHh.

220710000

21july

2010-07-21T19:51:00.002+08:00

im back to blog!!
-_- super busy this week.
had enrichment workshop. :)
tmrw is the last day..
it pass damn fast!..
the workshop is effing fun! ;DDD

tmrw, we'll be goin to Sentosa.
OMFS! IM EFFING EXCITEDDD! :DDD
i believe its gonna be funnnn!..
HAHAAH.

there is dance CIP on sat.
its at ORCHARDD! :)
im bloody happyyyy! :)))
coz it reminds me of SCAPEEEEE! :D
HHAHAH.

Leaders are not born,
Leaders are made.

030710

2010-07-03T14:09:00.002+08:00

Dance performance today. ;D
the space was smaller than what we expected..
nevertheless, we still managed to finish the dance till the end, with small mistakes which happened.
and.. things didnt went wrong as what i thought it would.
i didnt dropped my cans. && i didnt shiver for my last pose.:)
ms tan and ms lim said they saw people who are not frm minds video-ing our dance.
does that mean.. our dance is good or bad?
whatever it is, i still think that the rehearsal we did was better.

hahahs. halfway through the beatbox, junsheng said'' wo wang ji liao'' damn funny;DDD
hahhahs. its damn funny until all of us laugh.

020710

2010-07-02T21:37:00.002+08:00

today had dance with new instructor.

she's kind of nice too.

anyw, dance as usual but there's a change with all the warm up..

rehearsed the dance for tmrw.

guess wad? im super nervous.

i got a feelin its either my cans is gonna drop or my leg is gonna shiver durin e last pose.

nehnehhh.. hope everything goes well tmrw. ;DDD

oh.. and....

school is really tiring this few days.

esp when we only have almost a day to read 4 chps. which is frm pg 1 to 97.

how awesomeeee.

i began to find my teachers all very interesting.

all of them have their own style and way of interacting and talking..

one like to blink and she can blink 48times/min.

the other one likes to say 'ah' he can say 6'ahs'/min.

hahahhas.

the lesson was so bored that me, lorraine & viv started countinggg.

heeheeeeee.

tmrw is the performance for minds.

gotta wake up at 4 plus.

wonder if i would oversleep..

last day of june holidays.

2010-06-27T13:05:00.002+08:00

27June.
the last day of june holidays :O
i dont feel like going back to school.
i still want my holidaysssss!

hope there is no new seating arrangement tmrw.
coz i wan my old seating arrangement! ;D
i dun wan to sit at the side. i wanna sit at the center! ;DDD
LOL.

new timetable..
stupid luh.. nvr change teacher.
and history teacher is Mr Pek..
the sec2 lvl, he is the only one that teach us History.

i just wanna go back to school and see my friends! ;DDD
i miss em so muchhhhh! :))

sometimes we gotta treasure those people that are in our live.
dont wait until when we lose em,
then we start to regret.

2010-06-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

The hardest thing in life is to find someone who knows all your flaws, differences and mistakes but still loves everything about you:)

230610

2010-06-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

today the last june holiday dance practice.
found out that last monday was ms fong last practice with us:(
and today might also be ms viv last practice with us.:(
OMG. i dunwan it.

doin the awards day dance for 2 upcoming performance in july ;D
i always hope that we can dance again.
but now when we get a chance to dance, i feel damn tired and think that its not up to standard.
arghhh..i think i need to bloody rehearse more.
i dunwanna lee paisehh myself on that actual performance day :))
hahahhaaas.

school is re-opening in less than a week.
suddenly, i dont feel like goin back to school.
its gonna be damn tiring.
and we cant slack anymre.... i doubt i will.
the worst is there might be a change in subject teacher.
omggggg. better change to a one which can teach. not like that bulldogggggg :P
:)))))))

210610

2010-06-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

things went quite okay today..
yeahh. okay okay alright! ;D

omfg. DBT!~
i super da boleh tahan already!
im damn pissed off.
i felt super uncomfortable bout it.
my temper almost 'explode' just now..
nehneh la.. chicken ass.
dont u knw whats the bloody meaning of the word DISGRACEEEE!
if u dont know, pls check the meaning frm e dictionary!
and stop doin that bloody stuff infront of me.
its seriously affecting me u know? idiot!
stupidpieceofshit!.
how do u want me to bring this up?!
i feel so DISGUSTED!
JIDANCHAOYADAN~~

18June.

2010-06-18T21:31:00.002+08:00

OMG. the dance this few days are killing me.
did 200 crunches, 40 mins of running/jogging, handstand and many more..
Rolling makes my back aching like hell now.
the bone there is super pain:(

went IMM aft dance.
i was laughin again at macs.
someone's receipt dropped down from the tray;D
then got one uncle, he is super funnnnnyyy.
and two little girl made the napkin look like some shit.
HAHAHAHA.
then at daiso. we started laughing again.
Sarah took the mini umbrella and started to dance the awards day dance..

HAHAHA. lucky there is no dance tmrw:)

2010-06-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

When u are left with no choice
but to let go of someone or something;
which has once gave or brought u memories which are meaningful,
is simply difficult.
You just gotta learn how to let go and move on..

140610

2010-06-14T19:12:00.002+08:00

today went vivo and watch Nanny McPhee & the big bang. :)
an awesome show :D
took many photos, but in the end, left only 17?
coz...deleted many as its awfulllllll...

went cotton on. bought scarf and... shoe :)
photos are all on fb..

100610

2010-06-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

today had 10 hours of sleep :) AWESOME.
having headache :( its torturing..

i think i should stop watching shows.
hahahs. but i doubt i will do it.
i have been crying for like almost every drama series.
esp. today 'ur hand in mine' its super touching :))

so fast.. second week of the holiday is gonna pass..

GSS @ library?

2010-06-08T23:24:00.006+08:00

today went lot1 library with mingli and qianyun to study.

its like super unlucky. the train make me reached there late and it made me bang onto the window of the train. hahahs.

library open at 11am. and we reached there at 10.45am?

when i was there, i saw quite a number of ppl queueing up to wait for the library to open.

thn when the library finally open,

the first row ppl even run in.

my reaction was like '' omg.this is the first time i know that library needs to queue. and the ppl makes it seems like its having GSS. lols.''

so surprising to see such things at library.

hahahas.

then, went to had pizza for lunch.

mingli's pizza flew out. i burst out laughing.

but it wasnt as crazy as normal like when im with sarah& lorraine they guys..

holiday is seriously boring..

i rather go back to school.

i mean school w/o having lessons. lols.

i have been facingbook-ing for a few days. and its getting bored. :P

what's the point of holding on to the past?

it will just bring sufferings to yourself.

why not try to forgive and forget bout the past,

and move on?

give yourself and others a chance to continue e rest of e journey,

and make it a happy and memorable one :)

070610

2010-06-07T15:30:00.002+08:00

have no idea wad to do today.

schedule is quite full.

tmrw; go study

wed; kbox with the obiangs.

thur; a not confirm outing.

fri; not sure.

sat; going somewhere.

for a sudden, i feel like dancingggg. :)

ohmy, i miss dance! :D

feel like dancing the awards day dance again!

i miss those busy trainings.

hope tmrw when i go study,

wont see any idiot again. :)

u appear just like a dream to me..

060610

2010-06-06T19:30:00.002+08:00

the first sunday which i feel so bored.

watched back all those shows that i watched the last time.

its like wow? super touchingggg.

i cried like siiao.

finally, i think i've put dwn him. (:

its likeeee... finallyyyyyyy.

true love is awesomeeee. :)

there'll be troubles that e both of them need to walk through tgt.

if e both of them truly love each other, they'll surely be able to overcme those obstacle.

after the recent him, now i know wad im lookin for,for the next him.

it simply isnt a love game.

but a game where ur love,concern,patient,understanding is all put in it. (:

now i knw that love isnt a game for us to play.

sometimes, it seriously would make us fall in love with e person.

it jus happen naturally, sometimes u fall for the person u never expect it would be.

true love cant be cleaved into parts.

becoz at the center of love (愛) is heart.

if the heart is cleaved into two, tat person will die.

i should have know that your heart has died long ago.

becoz there aint any love in it at all.

050610

2010-06-05T13:54:00.005+08:00

finally.. it isnt ringing anymre. :)

why do i feel like i lost somethhh.

something important & precious to me.

i cant explain and i dont even knw wad's it.

im so desperate to find that thingy backkkk.

040610

2010-06-04T21:11:00.003+08:00

went lot1 and study today.
how awesome :)
i was suppose to meet qianyun at 11.45, lot1.
in the end i reached there at 12.10.
how early was i.. :P
thanks to that bloody idiottttt!
he made me terrified till i sweat like mad even under air-con room.
i was like... wtf?!

thn at the library, three person keep staring/looking at us.
its so irritating and disturbing.
i was like..wad day is today man? so freakyyyy!
(the most scary one was that bloody idiot one..)
library seems like it isnt a gd place for us to study so we went macs and study.
there was much more better. although its abit noisy..
thn the auntie was super funny.
she said she wants to go to the toilet.
but whn she come back she say again..i need to use the toilet. lols..

otw back, saw a grp of bball boys.
is it heaven's will?
i saw a guy. he look decent. and..the way he talk sound like he is kind.
well..i cant judge a person by his/her look.
he was another one tat keep lookin at me.(the fifth one)
its likeeeee..so stupid luh.. i hate today!

but the bball boy is abit different. he dont do stupid stuff lke tat idiot.
i should have gone home instead of goin to imm.
if nt i could take the same train.
im not interested in him but i just find that he is good.
he's friendly.. u knw..those kind..its an indescribable feeling.
maybe...its god's will to hint me to
forget the past and move on..
forget about him and go on..
what happened had happen it all has been plan by god. let what had happened happen.
dont let the same thing happen again. dont hold on to the past. put it down and move on.
forget about the unhappy stuff. smile and overcome the obstacles step by step :)

if we could get anything just by wishing, life would be boring. isnt it?
god placed barriers between us and the things we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. god wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go. we cant control what is gonna happen next. but we can enjoy what's happening in the present :)

040610

2010-06-04T10:54:00.000+08:00

once you throw away, you are left with nothing.

030610

2010-06-03T22:49:00.003+08:00

just came back from genting :)
oh man! i love the weather there! :D
its super cooling! :)

this time round e trip is super unpleasant.
bastards n bitches spoilin e fun& mood.
stupid luh. and e first time i see old uncle so annoying.
its like wtf? fine, i shall stop tokin about that.

otw back, watched i not stupid too video.
omfs. i cried in the bus.
i sort of forget the story alr.
but now, i rmb! its damn touchinnnnn.

and i think my bill is gonna burst.
i message alot in malaysia.
its like.. wowww?
hahahs. but i dont even bother.
all i get is nagging. (im used to it anyw)

i wan outinggg! :D
many things happened when i went genting.
its like omg!
hope nth will go wrong or turn bad.
can she jus change? does she even knw wad's e problem wif her?

it might seems like it have everything.
but actually, it feels so empty.

310510

2010-05-31T18:52:00.002+08:00

goin to genting tmrw. :)

hopefully by e time i come back, i would be able to put down everything.

today finished reading another book :)

hahhas. its super interestingggg.

i wanna start reading another oneeee.

its about love :)

i finally understand how powerful love is.

love is so powerful that..

- it can change one person.

- it can let people get hurt.

- it can let people be happy n loving for each other.

its just so wonderful. :)

i love 'love'.

its simply AWESOME! :)

i havent pack my bag for genting tmrw. hahahas.

well.. ltr thn pack.

life is never like a movie.
no endings will be like movies.
not even the most perfect lives end like movies.
thats just how life is.

300510

2010-05-30T20:14:00.002+08:00

today had dinner with emily :)
hahaha. we bought carebear (: lols.
anyw, hahahs. when we were at e popular, a girl came to me and read a book to me.
lols. its super scaryyyy. :O
hahahs.
went to e popular and find the book 'the last song' but cant find it..
thn i bought a love story bk.
it sound nice :)
i want dorothy koomson-the ice cream girls book! :D
hahhaas. gonna persuade mum to buy for meeeee. :)

if only time could turn back,
maybe we wouldnt be lke this.
whn i scroll through the msgs we sent when we were still tgt,
tears jus dripped out from my eyes.
imissyou; my property; my love..

the last song

2010-05-29T14:56:00.005+08:00

ytd. went to watch the last song at west mall :D
that show is simply awesome! :P

it made me cry n laugh lke mad.

i like this showwww! :P

i intend to buy the novel of it!

i love it!

esp. e scene there.

its super romantic :)

:D the last songggg.

&&& i love miley cyrus! :)

why cant our ending be like those in the movie?

a happy and carefree one.

it'll be super awesome if our life can be like those in the movie.

coz in the end, everyone would have a happy ending.

with their own happinessss :D

What if...

2010-05-29T14:41:00.007+08:00

went popular today.

shit. i saw many books that is kinda nice.

and the price of the books are 'nice' too. lols.

this few days,im obsessed with readin books. :O

omgggg. cant believe it. hahahas

read plurk.. and saw astin's post.

hahahs. we have the same thinking!

Great mind think alike! :D

anyw, its....

if we didnt do the thing in the past,

will things turn out to be in a different way which would be better?
sometimes i really get confused whn i need to decide for stuffs.

coz i simply scared of e things tat turn out will be different

well..sometimes we have to go through this. but it really isnt awesome at all.

280510

2010-05-28T14:13:00.003+08:00

today vesak day= Public Holiday :(
i rather have school holiday instead of PH.
it seriously sucks.

bro brought back the software for my phone alr.
wtf? i cant find my plug in for the computer!
stupid lar.. i rmb i put it on the desk. but now, its gone!!!!
stupid faggottttttttt.

thought that today is saturday.
coz its seriously weird..
maybe goin out ltr..
im very tired.
but.. i feel like dancingggggg! lols.

sometimes i really think bout u.
but sometimes u really hurt me.
should i trust u?
im really confused.
im really tired. i dont feel lke getting hurt anymore..

270510

2010-05-27T18:41:00.002+08:00

today is the last day of school :)
how awesome it is..
anyw, got back my report book.
not bad luh.. but there is no improvement, instead my result dropped :P
mum was nagging just now againnnn just like a unstoppable radio. lols.

anyw, had dance! :D
i mean..dance performance! :D
the dance is the modern one which we performed during the awards day.
its a little bit different but its still nice :)
things was alright.
jus that xiangting dropped her can..
watever it is, it doesnt matter coz its jus a minor mistake and its still awesomeeee. :)
oh.. and shawn complained to ms lim again..
this time round is..i nearly fell.
but seriously.. i nearly fell.
thanks to him for supporting me :)
THANKS SHAWNNN! :D
oh.. and i think this is the last time we are gonna dance thatttttt. :(

anywsss,
i jus realize something beautiful.
its dance :)
dance is something which is really different.
when u are performing, u really gotta forget who u r and ur face and then concentrate in e dance.
as u dance, u get the feeling. the feeling is lke u are ''flying''. its jus a very freedom feeling.
a dance where it brings u to another place whr all e ppl there are dancing.
and whn u dance, u need to smile, its jus lke showin ppl that u r really happyyyy :)
i really feel that today! its simly awesome!:D
its lke..it brought me to a lalaland where there are no troubles & sad stuffs.
all i need to do is to dance and let others enjoyyy.
&&share happiness with em.
its super awesome! :)

i told myself im in another place.
a place where there are no troubles for me to think so much.
a place for me to smile and bring happiness to others.
a place for me to enjoy myself and really relax.
its really nice.
i hope i cn stay thr forever so that i wont feel sad over u anymre.
but it seems that, that moment could only last for that short 5 mins..
i'll always rmb that wonderful place...

260510

2010-05-26T20:43:00.003+08:00

second last day of sch for e semester :)
hahahhas. tmrw last day of sch.. gonna get back e report bookssss.

and there is performance for the china buddies tmrw!

im super nervousssss! :P

lols..

anyw, mr pek was super funny today whn he took the photos.

hahhas:D

ahahhas. went qianyun's blog.

she said that '' im good at consoling ppl and im the best!''

i feel so honoured! lols.

anyw, i'll always be there for all my friends.

u guys are always a part of my life :)

w/o u all, maybe i wouldnt be able to walk through those difficulties.

esp. this few days..

thanks to those friends that has shown concern to me.

i'll be okay after some time..

stone in class again for lke 15 mins.

hmm..had many thoughts abt him.

jus suddenly rmb e times we had tgt.

e way we meet in sch everyday,

e time whn we eat tgt,

e time whn we walk back to sch tgt,

e time whn we are both alone tgt.

&& the first n last hug&kiss.

its really a memorable one.

i thought this small memory would not hurt me so much.

but it seems tat im wrong.

coz i just cant put down these memories n move on..

once in awhile, i'll just rmb those memories we had.

those sweet messages u sent.

its really meaningful.

although its all over, but u'll always be in a part of my love novel. :)

we are like a total stranger or a passer-by.

we look as if we dont even knw each other..

this really feels weird.

dont tell me that,

this is e only way to let me forget everything..

it just so silly.

250510

2010-05-25T17:40:00.002+08:00

thanks god :)
this morning, chat with astin.
hmm.. well, she is right.
god always plan things with a reason behind it.
if u're a good person, god will treat u very nicely.
although sometimes, it isnt tat perfect, but in the end, its still awesome.
today god let me see a very wonderful and perfect thing in life.
although i was seriously hurt ytd, but it really makes me feel tat its worth it for some reasons.
maybe im doin good deed so its a reward for me :)
although im not ready to accept the fact ytd, im ready today.
it really isnt easy. but i made it! its an awesome job.
but i wonder am i still able to make it tmrw?
this mornin in class, people were like asking me, '' are u okay?''
well friends, im alright. seriously..

had dance rehearsal today.
omggg!
shawn fell down coz of me.
im so sorry.
i didnt mean to step so hard.
i'll try not to do it againnnnn.
hahahs. but e last run was okayy.
finally... he didnt fall. lols.

thank god for the kind thing u gave me :)
although it hurts, but its worth it.
seriously, i mean it..
its awesomeeee! :D
i'll try to be strong even if i cant..
i knew tat there is always 'him' that will dote meeee :)
imissyouuu..

230510

2010-05-23T20:11:00.002+08:00

today went to watch shrek 3D.
ahahhas.
its funnyyyy. towards e end of the movie, its so lovinggg.
somehow in one way or another, im just touched by it.
i wanna catch the last song!

anyw, otw back hm.
i was stoning again..
this time is abt the loving part of the movie..
''love'',
it jus make me think through it really thoroughly..
things went through my mind..
seriously, this is the first time tat i think till i cry..
true loveeeee, im so impressed by it :)
true love is really awesomeeeee! :D
its hard to find true love. it doesnt come by easilyyy.
its by chance. once u missed it, u might not have another chance.
u gotta grab it tightly. coz its really a rare opportunity.

where were u when i needed u the most?
sometimes i really need u by my side.
im really tired..

220510

2010-05-22T12:16:00.002+08:00

ytd, had tag rugby during sch hrs.
in e morning, i was stoning there.
but aft recess, thanks to sarahh. she help me solve the problem.
thanks kong! if nt i'll sure have cold war with him for this weekend.
anyw, tag rugby is super fun.
u get to pull the tag. and i pulled cheryl's pants. hahahs.super funny..
e most funny part was whn raine pulled azimah's tag and she got so anxious that she went to put e ball at e next class court. :D
hahahs. whn i saw it, i rolled dwn the floor and laugh like mad.
thn everyone started to sit dwn on the floor and laugh. lucky no photo was taken.
even the coach laugh too.

durin tag rugby, saw ms joyce tan.
all of us were saying ''weilin weilin. where's my literature rep weilin?''
seriously, it was super funny. :D
and she say we are crazy.

aft tag rugby, had dance :D
it was super crazy.
had 8 counts of 8 of bridge.
my bone is breakinggg.
thn went dwn to library to rehearse for dance :)
omg. my last pose is with shawn.
he is suppose to carry me.
hahhas. and whn i come dwn, i lean all my effort on him.
hahhas. super funny.
anyw, sorry shawnnn. hope u are alrighttt.
and stop singing the abc song coz u r distractin meeeeeee. :P
oh, and during e rehearse, he came dwnn. we were like so secretiveee.
HAHAs.

aft dance, went WC cafe.
he came to eat with us.
hahhas. at tat moment, i jus hope tat e time would jus stop there..
hahasss. thn walk to bus-stop.
everyone of em wants to walk behind us. just to see wat we will do..
so funny luhhhh.
hahahs.

as long as i knw ur heart is always with me,
and u care for me,
it doesnt matter if u dun have the time to accompany me.
coz i knw tat u love me :)

200510

2010-05-20T19:25:00.003+08:00

todayyy. got back the results except lit.
failed science.

something bad happened today.
im sryyy.
i dunno whether i should trust u..
well.. let nature takes its course...

190510

2010-05-19T18:10:00.002+08:00

today, sch as per normal.

but im jus simply high && happy :D

oh my.. i jus found out that i fell deep into ur heart.. :)

aft sch, went WCP. me and viviane was walkiing round and round.

it was a fun exerciseeeeee. lols.

seb message me a stupid but funny message. HAHAA.

that secret is out to 3 person. but i think someone got it toooo. :O

hahhahas. i simply love todayyy.

cant wait for sch days. i love sch nowwwww!

he's so caring and lovinggg. hahahs.

tmr lesson is gonna be super bored.

and scienceeee, pls dun let me see my result.

coz i knw tat, i'll faillllll.

if i pass, it must be a miracleeee. :D lols.

imissyou. i love the feeling when the both of us are tgt.

thank you for being a part of my life.

iloveyou.

180510

2010-05-18T20:46:00.002+08:00

today went out to sentosa with..
sarah, amanda, weilin, raine, saf, david & daryl.
it was super duper fun.
especially the wave :D
me and amandaaaaa:)
hahahs. e wave was so strong and big thn it went over our head...
i still can feel the wave nowww. :) lols.

otw back home, i feel so happy :D
hahhas.
but there's problem with my bloody phone nowwww.
i think it spoil again.
it caught its disease from weilin's phoneeeee.
urghhh. i wan my phone back.
there is many message today that makes my dayyy :D
and now all the extra phone at home is spoil too.
dear. phone phone, are u trying to play a prank on me??

oh ya! i failed to do my plan todayy :(
but nvm, coz things turn out to be diff.
in fact, it was positive!
i nvr expect it to happennnn.
hahahs.
happiness jus cameeee out of a sudden :)
iloveyou.

180510 i'll rmb this day (:

2010-05-17T22:04:00.005+08:00

its determination which tells me
to be determine in whatever things i do.
its courage which encourages me to do things that i dont dare.
and to be stronger than yesterday.

170510

2010-05-17T21:23:00.003+08:00

todayyy. simply go according to wat i've decided to do.
it was really a great start for the day.
and a great start for me to giv up..
it was really challenging but then im able to survive through the day :)
great job Teresa! keep it up! :)

had the last paper for MYE.
ohmyfkingshit. i drew my graph wrongly :(
sadddddd. but nvm. i would be more careful the next time. :O
aft exam, specially went to JP with Sarah, Lorraine and Bobo Tay :D
went oldtown. the food was nice :)
after that went back to sch and played frisbeeeeee :)
on e way back, saw many oldold buses. those with no air-con and the window can be open one.
it suddenly reminds me of wat i usually do whn i took those kind of buses.
during tat time i was only a smallsmall kid.
i seriously miss those days;; those days without troubles :D
i suddenly feel like im so oldddddd.

we also applied the tan lotionnnnn.
so funnnn. hahhas.
thn bobo went hm.
aft tat, saf came down. had a 2 vs 2 game.
me and saf team up.
hahhas. it seems that we cant co-ordinate with each otherrrrr.
hhahahs. so funnnnyyy C:

cant wait for tmrrrr.
goin sentosa the group againn. (big group)
hahhas. gonna camwhore so i must rmb to charge my phoneeeee! C:
hahahs.

sometimes i really wonder how long will i survive??

160510

2010-05-16T21:34:00.010+08:00

i began to love saturday more and more!
because.....i just find things meaningful.
and there would always be a group of good sis tat would be there with me; supporting me, giving me courage, bringing laughter to my life. they will always remain in my heart.
it takes a thousand years to build up this friendship and a second to tear it.
once it is tore, it could nvr be the same anymore..
i promise, i would not break this friendship as a true and good friend is hard to find.
and the words goddad say is all really meaningful and realistic.
sometimes, tears just simply roll down my eyes. sometimes i dont even know why i cry too.
i jus get very emotional.. i couldnt even control my tears. sometimes, i even gotta pretend tat i hear nth jus to distract myself from crying..
usually, i would find those words/sentences meaningful or somehow in some way is related to me. so i would jus say those words/sentences just 2 remind myself, not to cry or shed a tears for the stupid him...
but seriously, and to be honest to myself, sometimes i could not control myself..

im currently looking forward for sep holidays. coz the bunch of ppl would be there for me.
they would tolerate those rubbish and craps that i say. and those stupid and silly lame jokes.
And at least whn im with them, i could put aside him, and stop thinkin bout him and would not feel the pain in my heart. With this, i shall THANKS those ppl.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME IN PART OF MY LIFE. WITHOUT U ALL, I MIGHT NOT HAVE OVERCOME MANY DIFFICULTIES THAT I FACED. THANKS PPL! :D

i think i've lost the trust i had in u...
maybe i should not trust u anymore..

110510

2010-05-11T18:02:00.002+08:00

OHMYFKINGSHYT!
WHATS THE BLOODY PROBLEM WITH MEEEE??!
ARGHHHH! SUPER CONFUSED NOWW.
CANT CONCENTRATE IN STUDYINGGG.
JUS FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ALL THE BLODDY SHIT HERE..

`STUPID LUH.. MAKE ME CANT SLEEP WELL & STUDY WELL.
WHY MUST THIS THINGS HAPPEN @ THIS TIMEEEEE?
NEHNEHLAHHHH.
ITS FREAKING ME OUTTTTT!

SOMETIMES I SERIOUSLY WONDER WHY IS THERE SUCH A WORD CALL:"LOVE"
&& I SERIOUSLY HATE THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD 'LOVE'.
THISSTUPIDBLOODYTHING. ITHOUGHTTHATIHADLETITGOCOZITHOUGHTIHAVEBECOMEMOREMATURE.
ANDWOULDLETTHINGSGOEASILYAFTERGETTINGENOUGHOFTHOSEHURTFULSTUFF.
IFEELJEALOUSANDGETSTUPIDEMOTIONSSOMETIMES.
ISITBECAUSEISTILLHAVENOTLETGO?
IMYSELFCANTEVENANSWERTHISQUESTION.
CANTHISTHINGSTOBOTHERINGME?
FINE. I SHALL JUST STOP TALKING BOUT THIS.

HAHHAAA. ME AND WEILIN DID A SERIOUS BUSINESS TODAY IN SCHOOL :D
HAHAS. SO FUNNY. SHE HAS NOW BECOME MY PS BUDDYYY!
LOLS.
AND I MANAGE TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP!
WITH THE COURAGE OF A FEW PPL. THANK YOU!
ITS A NICE FEELINGGGGG.
ITS LIKE.. OHMYGOD.FINALLY,I HAVE SUCCEEDED.
HAHAHAAAA. IT WAS JUST A SMALL THING.
BUT TO ME IT IS A BIG BIG THINGGG.
HAHAHAS. IM ACTUALLY TOKING ABT THE PYRAMID (:
HAHAAA. IT MIGHT BE AN EASY THING TO CLIMB UP.
BUT I SUDDENLY HAD THIS THOUGHTTTT.

OMFG.
I THINK IM GETTING OLDER AND OLDER.
I ALWAYS HAVE THIS WEIRD WEIRD THOUGHTS AS IN VERY SERIOUS THOUGHT.
SOMETIMES WHEN I SEE PPL CROSSING ROADS, I'LL HAVE THIS WEIRD THINKING ''WILL I BE LIKE HIM/HER? WILL I BE ABLE TO LIVE UNTIL THAT AGE? WHO WILL BE THERE WITH ME?'' AND MANY MANY MORE WEIRD THINKINGSSSS.
HOW COME I BECOME LIKE THIS?
I FEEL SO WEIRD..
I FEEL THAT THIS IS NOT ME.
NOT MY USUAL SELFFFFF.

its not the same anymore
and it'll never be the same againnnn.

030510

2010-05-03T14:51:00.002+08:00

i have learn the skills of standing up after i fall,
its just that i havent master it.
coz whnever i see u,
the skills i learnt just seems like it have gone down the drain...

300410

2010-04-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

todayyyy.
had el&& cl paper 1. + cl oral.
i totally screwed the whole cl paper.
and during oral, ms lim keep smilin at me. is it tat i read something wrong?:O
dun bother alr.. no point cryin over spilt milk :D i said an idiom! AWESOME! lolsss.

someone deleted us on fb. (us=doggies)
she thinks that we dunno wad she wrote abt us.
well fine, we aint stupid kays? we've got brain :P
since its u who gave up tis friendship, please stop tellin ppl abt e twist stories coz tis would not increase the number of ppl to be ur friends instead it would cause and make ppl feel irritated.
And it is not us tat doesnt wan u to cum back. its u urself wasted && give up e chance so it isnt our fault.
AndAnd... please,for goodness sake, stop crapping abt.
oh..enough abt u. its gettin me pissed off.-_-

im so happy! :D
coz monday is sch holiday(:
im gonna say byeee to my eyebags for 3 days.
coz its gonna cum back and visit me again when sch resumesss.

MYE is around the corner. havent even start to prepare.
durin ytd tutorial, i jus found out tat i seriously dun understand how to calculate stuffs abt electrictyyyy.

today, while doin exam, i suddenly thought of QIFA CARNIVAL 2009.
coz of the topic for english ---funfair.
haha. the things sounds super familiar. esp. the events held.

270410

2010-04-27T17:38:00.002+08:00

today was super tired..
slept durin e end of cl listenin compre,
and almost doze off durin e science NSW.

busy schedule tis week coz exam is jus round e corner..
watched a video relating to resilience during CD lesson.
guess wad? i got inspired by nick.
he had no limbs and legs but he didnt giv up in his life.
instead, he tries his best to make things succeed.
even if he fail to do so, he tries a million time to make it succeed.
tat video really touch me, i nearly burst out into tearssss.
Honestly speaking, i seriously learnt something todayy.
its...when we fall down,the thing we must do is to stand up.
its hard to stand up aft a big fall, but we must be strong coz its not the end of everything.
you'll find the strength to get back up only if you dont give up.

omfg. its the first time i seriously pay so much attention to CD lesson.
i cant believe i have so many thoughts aft watchin the video.
i love tis videooo. it teaches me many things in life..

120410

2010-04-12T21:29:00.004+08:00

todaygot the scape certificate/document(: it was so funnyyy:)
&& the sec4s dance seniors stepped down:(
i almost cried outtt.
i really miss them.
i realize tat im juz close to e sec4s and 3s this year..
cant imagine wat will happen nxt year.
coz we cant see the sec4s dancers and e sec3s tis year are gonna step downnn.
time seriously fliesss.
saw many status on fb. and received many messages.
all are so emotional. it made me cried like madddd..

i'll nvr forget u guys.who gave me laughters,encouragement & determination to dance and do well in everythin.
i'll nvr forget this big family as it is not a normal family like others. it is a family where we learn and strive tgt. one for all, all for oneee(:
i love you guysss.

090410

2010-04-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

090410.
kr 10th anniversary.

it was just so AWESOME!
almost one quarter of e ppl fell sick,
but we still manage to do our best durin e performance.
i simply love it.especially e steps.
oh my.. i cant believe tat i smile throughout e whole dance(:
i really miss tis dance.

im so glittery nowww.
urhhh.. but i love it!
and e sec4s r steppin down on mon..
so fasttt. and i havent hand in e......

2010-04-07T20:47:00.003+08:00

days passes by each day.
even if u r happy,sad or angry, life and time still goes on.
it wouldnt stop just for e sake of u.
i tried to make myself laugh and stop thinkin abt u.
but.... it seems tat i cant.
every words tat u say, would remain in my heart.
iloveyou.

040410

2010-04-04T21:26:00.001+08:00

does avoiding you really can stop myself from thinkin of u??

31 march

2010-03-31T21:19:00.002+08:00

so fast..
today is 31 march = last day of march.
had drama in literature todayy.
it was so damn bored..
but quite funny in e middle part.
from.. i love literature->i hate literature->i hate little child->i hate peter chow->i hate peter pan.
wth? so funny luh..
i was laughin lik mad.
especially durin MT lesson today. cheryl was chantin. super funny! LMAO.

tmr hav full dress rehearsal for dance.
sure gonna leave sch at around 7.
full day.
luckily friday no sch.
if nt im gonna die..
its like having OT luh..
saturday gotta go bak too.
everyday for e week have to stay back.
so hardworkin...

today. scream @ e bus stop.
thanks to alfred man...
he scared me with e fake cockroach..
so ps luh..

i shouldnt have let u go..

290310

2010-03-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

today so tiring..
had dance.
got our costume!;D
im so happy!
its niceee(:
ms lim is gonna rent another 2 mre. coz nt enough..

tmr, dance rehearsal.
thursday-full dress.
sat-training.
busy schedule.
would be super busy until aft 9th april.

many things happened this past few days..
funny, tiring, stupid, silly things/activities occured.
lols.
i havent finish e geo project..

250310

2010-03-25T18:20:00.002+08:00

today so unluckyy..
got caught by 2 person. mr heng and mr koh(principal)
wth? eeerrr.
hmm. stop tokin abt it..

today another window panel broke againn.
lols. but tis time was even serious.
coz cx got injured.
omg. i heard tat thr was alot of blood..

4 plus then had lunch.
thanks to somebodyyy. lols

joel came and tok to me today(:
he was actually a nice boyy..;D
but he call me crazy woman && monkey..
wth? watever.. they're still young juz let them have fun(:
chewchew didnt cum today. sian luh..
hahas.

dance tmr againn..
but its okayys.
i love dance!(:
Except for the technique training.
im too lazy for it..
hahas.

had trial for 2.4 today.
but we only ran 1.6
me and weilin was walkin for almost the half of the run..
and our timing was 11.5?(if im nt wrong).
pro rite? hahas.
and mr chan was very angry abt it..
and he made us do squats and jumping jack continuously..
it was tiring.. but at least i can lose some weight..

&& i love the dance costume for my section.
it's nice!(:
its a skirt.. quite short.. but its obscene..
but i really like it..
hope can wear. but add something so it wouldnt look so obscence;D

its not about who u're with,
its about wat u did..

230310

2010-03-23T19:30:00.002+08:00

today..
didnt go back to qifa. but still saw ms shannon && yan dan @ krss:)
they came and performed. ;D
haha..and finally today i understand the difference between smile and not smiling in a dance coz it does make a lot of difference.

durin music lesson today,
it practically sux like shit!
no group actually did e work.
and we were e first group to do our presentation.
we gt 8/30. pro right? hahas.
some people tell ms lim to giv us another chance to re-do it..
thn aft class, she decided to giv us another chance.
even she giv us 100 chance, e result is still e same.
coz we dun hav music talent..(:
hahas..

and today played jackie in class.
i lost 5 dollars.
luckily nt so unlucky anymre..
thn aft sch went sumo. i won back wat i've lost!(:
hahas...
tat place is so lucky for meee(:
kh showed me beat box today. its cool(:

online msn,
only 4 ppl online..
i got a shock.
thn went fb.
some ppl cant log in to msn..
wth la? if msn really die, thn how r we gonna keep in contact?

tmr hav dance.
thursday have dance.
friday have dance.
saturday have dance.
wth? tis week got 5 sia..
and i saw e daance video ytd.
i should improve in my hands.
hmm..gotta work hard! ;D

i like to laugh.
i love to laugh.
but whenever i see u,
i cant seem to be able to laugh..

220310

2010-03-22T19:52:00.002+08:00

ytd, went ms jolin tan's house ;D
really fun ;D
we played poker. and water balloon:)
ms tan look lik a kid..(:
everyone's so funnyy.

today had dance.
ms viv came, and she was angry with us.
she didnt even bother abt wat we do for e exercise..
thn, training for awards day.
everyone was so stress.

me and nicole is crazy everytime aft dance..
hahas...

and PTI on fri:(
gonna get many bad/negative comments from teacherr..
urghh. its surely gonna be abt goin up to e hall late..
heehee:D

&& today me and shimin went to ask Mr Chew when's his b'day and he told us.
so funny.(:
had a tiring and funny dayyy:D
i simply love ytd and today ;D

i wanna knw if u r telling me e truth.
but i juz dont feel like askin.
coz i dont wish to spoil e day jus bcoz of u.
hope tmr will be better ;D

170310

2010-03-17T18:45:00.002+08:00

had dance today..
cher, released us 1 hour earlier. ;D

when stomp and check stuff.
saw kr thingy. wth?
2 articles abt KR.
one is abt cyber-bully and another is the counselling teacher.
the article is like damn....
haiz.. dun bother..coz its NOMB. lols.

tmr goin out to do project..
today is alr wed. time seems to fly vry fast.
and holidays doesnt seem like holiday at all.
my schedule is still as tight as per normal.
mon-project. tue-pri 6 class gathering. wed-dance.
thur-project. fri-dance.
it seems like everyone have no break at all.

another 3 weeks, will be KR 10th anniversary.
Everyone from performing arts have been training vry hard..
&& aft 10th anniversary will be MYE.
packed schedule againn..:(
and im surely gonna fail my science for MYE againn..:(

160310

2010-03-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

PICTURE,PICTURE,PICTURE!
omfs, im so high today ;D
e only one laughing for e whole day. lols..
took many photos today, around 50 to 70.:O
too lazy to post here.
go facebook see. all the photos should be up by end of tis week.

kay,continue abt today.
went vivo, met ms lim, and some other ppl from 6g''08
we had pizza.. and we order many food.. the bill was 100 over..:O
it was really FUN! ;D
then ms lim went off aft we accompany her to canon shop.
we took photos almost every shop tat have toys.;soft toys.
we took photos! hahas.
many many photos.
after tat we walk and walk and walk..
and many many funny things happen..
too lazy to post..
heehee..
wish tat june holidays would cum faster so can have another gathering ;D

why cant our life be like fairytales
so tat it can end with a
lovely,sweet &&happy ending..

070310

2010-03-07T14:47:00.002+08:00

i still cant get over wat happened last night.
urhh.. i feel tat im so useless whenever its serious time.
i cant think of anything.. only aft the thing stop i thought of ideas. wth?
this is the first time i have ever gone through this..
i thought this would only happen in drama series.
i was wrong..

050310

2010-03-05T22:05:00.002+08:00

left another week, march holidays would be here:O
hmm..dun feel like having holidays.
just wish tat school would start at 11am so i can have more sleep and still can go to sch.

had sore throat yesterday. and it became fever + sore throat today.
feel so terrible;;weak..

help e sec1s today for e kneel-down bridge.
i nearly pull my shoulder muscle.
so weak tat i almost hav no strength to support them.

&& e choreo for 10th anniversary is donee(:
and ms fong changed some of e steps which makes me so confused..
gotta practice... and synchronise e steps.
and ya. today me, winona& nicole create a very funny thingy(:
cant say wat is it. coz its so ahemm..______

Trust in dreams,for in them
is the hidden gate to eternity.

010310

2010-03-01T20:39:00.002+08:00

today got back math and english paper..
i was like wtf? i failed english by 1 mark! wth luh...
then i got 25/40 for my math..
and for chinese, another 1 mark i can get distinction!
wth?! all by one mark.. :( super angry.
and im so gonna screw my science and home econs.
"i am so good at it"that i was stuck for almost all e questions
gonna stop here for e stupid exams thingy..

& today dance was like crazy.
stay for e bridge for so long;almost break my bones:O
and in future, mon is gonna be tired during dance.
got e dunno wad dance streching or something.. and friday gonna be 10th anniversary training.
the monday training could totally be a monster training..
im like so inflexible after since last year dec holiday..

&& ya. i watch finish e whole of autumn's concerto.
it was just AWESOME!:D
throughout e show thr would be laughter &tears..
i simply love that show!!!
eeerhhh.. have been wantin for monday everytime bcoz of tis show.
but now no mre.. bcoz e show finish alr.. and have many things to do on mon.. and my time is so packed especially on mon..

260210

2010-02-26T21:25:00.002+08:00

today got back Chinese common test result.
arghh..another 2 marks, i can get A alr.
stupid me la.. write wrong character; additional one stroke, short of one stroke.
then minus,minus; minus until i lose my 2 marks..

today had dance..
almost finishin the last part alr..
so fast.

i cant wait for monday!
autumn's concerto last ep!
its niceeee.(:
i wait for 4 days alr.. still got another 3 days to go..

200210

2010-02-20T16:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday was e first day of common test.
had english and mother tongue paper.
the mother tongue paper,only e first section is easy. e rest is hard.

e sec1s dancers came for their first dance session yesterday(:
heard tat some are CAL.

lots of homework tis week. i haven even do one.
juz notice tat KR 10th anniversary is round e corner.
aft common tests, e schedule for dance is surely gonna be packed..

12 feb

2010-02-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

today CNY dancers performed.
we were short of time.
everybody rushed n the final product was....
its over so juz let it be..

my honeymoon partner;melissa, is gonna leave. and its real.
omg. i cant believe tat time passes so fast.
i hugged her 3 times today.
as i hugged her, i got tis feeling. an indescribable feeling.
maybe is bcoz i hardly get to meet my ex-school/classmates so i've tis weird feeling.

went JP today aft sch.
ate KFC. eating it also remind me and lorraine of melissa.
she is really vry funny. especially when both lorraine and melissa are together it makes me and nicole cant stop laughing. and lorraine would say 'stop laughing. tis is not a comedy'.
i really miss those wonderful days.
during those days, we wanted to skip. but now all are over, we all feel like going. lol.

i'll keep all the memories in my heart;

the laughter, the funny things && everything.

bcoz its one of the most happy journey

that we gone through together.

110210.

2010-02-11T18:55:00.002+08:00

today so unlucky.
early in the morning fell down..
and the GO dun have any plaster. wth??

hmm..today aint april fool.
and melissa told me tat she's gonna leave singapore and go bak malaysia.
i thought it was a joke but in the end i think its real.
i almost cried out. my eyes was flood with tears.
i havent had enough honeymoon wif her.
how i wish i could go bak to the time where i went for scape.
tat's really fun! (:
even if she's really not goin bak, tis is a lesson tat i learnt today.
" treasure everything that is right infront of you now. dont waiit till the last day and then regret it'll all be too late."
how i wished its all a lie..

i wonder...

why people always regret

when its all too late.

8feb

2010-02-08T22:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY NICOLE!!(:

luckily i still rmb.(:

today class and cca photo.

both i also sit:(

but candid one i went all over th place.(:

this few days very unlucky.

got the stupid stairs curse.

whenever i climb up the stairs, i would nearly fall.

its like almost everytime.

juz watched finish autumn's concerto ep 19.

its nice. cant wait for the last ep!

going china town tmr with nicole,melissa and lorraine(:

you can giv up everything in ur life

as long as the person u love

stay by ur side

and tat's the most happiest thing in life

sat;6-2

2010-02-06T22:14:00.002+08:00

today use com for almost whole day.

havent do my homework yet.

tmr;goin out..

dont feel lik doin hw alr.

nxt wk=CNY.

time really flies.

aft CNY, common tests.= busy schedule.

even aft common test would still be busy bcoz of kr 10th anniversary.

Sec 1s dancers are comin for cca on mon(:

i cant wait for it..

CIP day

2010-02-05T20:33:00.003+08:00

today was totally AWESOME:)
had CIP programme. at th neighbourhood.
me,chiang yee & kheng hian one group;D
at the first block, we alr got so many things until the whole lift is full.
someone give us 2 bottles of 1.5litres of drink.
i took and we all drink.we all drink directly and we touch th tip of th bottle.
almost everyone in the class drank .and it is the very first time that i see all of us share drink.
and the very first time that i see; when one needs help everyone would go and help.
many funny stuff happened during the whole process.
And i almost fell down the stairs while taking a big ikea plastic bag full wif newspaper.
its damn heavy. luckily KH helped me. Thank ya(:
and we carried all those stuff back to school bcoz the truck was full.
hmmm..im quite strong too.LOL.

although its tiring but everyone of us enjoy it.
time passes really fast.

if i were given three abilities, one of it would be the ability to control time.
bcoz it always past by very fast where i got no time to experience the whole journey.

270110

2010-01-27T20:14:00.002+08:00

OMFG!

this is the first b'day tat i ever heard so many ppl sayin 'happy b'day!'

my hp and fb messages/wall are full almost full with

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:"

anyway, thanks to all the people who wish me happy birthday.

and most importantly,

the bangs members.

thanks for the present and the celebration.

thank you very much.(:

260110

2010-01-26T17:55:00.003+08:00

hmm..today is the last day of thirteen yrs old for me.
and i'll be 14 tmr.
hahaa(:

today aft assembly, went to giv out the flyers for KR hands on day.
me and astin went 7th floor.
then at blk 707, saw a guy which look pretty handsome:)
the 7th floor flats are all not together as in they are all separated
we walked up and down..and down and up. lols.
although its tiring, but the process is fun!:)
hope the hardship pay off uh..

170110 bangs day

2010-01-17T21:08:00.003+08:00

hoo. today went too cut bangs ey..

with lorraine,shimin,deborah,viviane,chiangyee&& weilin.

hahaa. the bangs gang. lol.

140110

2010-01-14T17:54:00.003+08:00

hate this new year;2010.

nth seems to goes my way. but its still okay.

the worst is i got fed up almost everyday.

its either friends or family who make me pissed off and got fed up.

tryin very hard to control my temper.

no matter what, i'll still try my best and walk through 2010.

there's still a long way to go..

130110

2010-01-13T17:29:00.002+08:00

hey ppl!
hmm..nvr post for a long time alr.
ignore abt the previous post.

today,aft sch went WCPark.
planned to giv ChiangYee a surprise water balloon splash.
but in the end, was spoiled by somebody.
a small thing luh..

then b4 playin, went MCDONALDs to eat.
me viviane and chiangyee were tokin abt......
omgosh we cant stop the topic man.

day by day..

2009-12-31T14:21:00.002+08:00

damn pissed off today.
stupid motherfucking bitch & bastard.
diam la..
spoilt my day today.
suppose to be happy and welcome 2010.
in the end, thanks to u two uh..
u two must be couple ey?just nice spoilt my last 2009 day together aye..
u nvr tok, nobody treat u as mute.
wat kind of stupid manager & neighbour is tis?!
u nth better to do huh??go eat shit la...
do ur thing and dont bother abt ppl la.
so kaypo for wat? got prize ah? i giv u the most kaypo trophy ok?
one only know how to shout. the other one use stupid trick.
so sian to have known u all.
wish tat this wouldnt happen again. and tis is th last time i owe u all.
dont cum again.or else im not gonna let u off so easily.

day by day..

2009-12-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

today morning went mcdonalds to have breakfast with Emily.
stayed thr until 10 plus and then went WCP.
aft playing and eating, went lan for 3 hours.
played audi with Emily,Louis, YongMao and friend.
tat stupid idiot chi ko pei went facebook and see my photo..still say i act cute.
ohya! juz found out tat WCP popular got sell EPOP:)
hmm..short post for today..

day by day..

2009-12-27T19:58:00.005+08:00

one more week to school:(
havent really enjoy much.
hmm..my homework havent finish too.
stupid laptop which makes a big problem to my facebook.

i've been wondering if im alrite tis few days..
i get fed up and pissed off easily.
i’ve been short tempered, so angry with things when it doesn’t go my way.
i've been throwing things and slamming things.
oh man! tis isnt me..
Gonna direct my anger to something else instead of things..

another 8 more days and you would be back to help me.
imissyou:)

211209

2009-12-21T16:13:00.001+08:00

The truth is...love has never left me... It's just that I remembered, you forgot about it...

041209

2009-12-04T12:20:00.002+08:00

hey ppl..
blog goin dead soon..

kay shall post smth today..
went out with Shirley, anna and WanTing ytd.
we went JP and play arcade.
me and shirley play till siaoo:P
play until my hand got three blister:D
LOL.

hmm.. today have scape againnD:
then tmr and sun againn.
and then no mree!

gtg...
will post again soon(:

201109

2009-11-20T17:50:00.002+08:00

today,
nowhr to go so stayed at hm:(
tmr, hav scape againn:)

yesterday went IMM wif selin,marine& agnes.
shopshop&&Shop until i almost PK.
rainin th whole day made me almost freeze.
it was damn colddd...

sweet things are easy to buy
but sweet people are hard to find.
life ends when u stop dreaming,
hope ends when u stop believing

171109

2009-11-17T18:26:00.002+08:00

today learnt jaz dance/hip hop.
it was fun. me&& nicole was vry high!
:( the seniors got th dance photo but th sec 1s didnt get coz of late submission.
eeeee.. i wan th photos!

ohmy, almost owe lorraine melissa n nicole $50 bucks today..
but luckily i managed to escape(: hahaa.
Sakshi is smart(:
she guess smth correctly.. heehee(:

151109

2009-11-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

3rd sessionof scape.
it was cool;D
especially th ion toilet(:
LOLL. hahaaa(:

today,
im back to single(:

anyw, bob help th 4 fishes ,includin me, to buy curry puff.>Thank Ya!(;
had dinner aft scape wif lorraine,melissa,nicole&& david.
bus-ed hm wif them..

161009

2009-10-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

today had dance training.
during bar work saw Lorraine && Crescencio laughing like mad.
then do cross-floor,David came my row.
i super stressed man.
but luckily we were released early. earlier than wat i expect.
then Ms Lim tok to me,melissa,nicole&& lorraine.
lorraine tok to ms lim super funny lorh.
she reply her until i almost wan to laugh out super loud.
ohya. harold injured his hand today.
anyw, hope he get well soon(:

141009

2009-10-14T15:30:00.002+08:00

haizz.
thought aft exam free alr.
but got back results.
i failed 2 leh.
geo and science..
stay back today to do th art exam wif a 1E7 boy.
he is super quiet lorh..

121009

2009-10-12T19:33:00.002+08:00

had a stupid ridiculous dream yesterday.
th dream is really stupid lor.
went to sch, me && Shirley went to look for tat person.
he can be camouflage man.
he is extremely black today.
dunno why. he jus seem darker than usual.
then me && shirley was laughin(:

aft sch.
went JP wif Yunjing, vinice &siying.
saw fillet-o'fish(:
Yunjing got her ear pierced.
aft tat, sat down thr and wait for shuai ge.
but we waited for very long still dun have so gave up.
and took bus home.
on th way saw bus 30 goin JP side.
got lots of shuai ge in th bus:O

091009

2009-10-09T15:04:00.002+08:00

left another paper.
heehee(:
today's Geo is killing me.
haizz. especially th last 2 question.
gtg, busy watchin show.
shall post tmr.

when i found myself,i realize its all too late..

071009

2009-10-07T13:23:00.003+08:00

0710<3

another paper down today.

3 mre left.

today; funny? yupps!(:

especially durin exam..(:

oh ya. th ass-hole family has become fillet-o-fish!

LMAO. hahaa.

and bro decided to giv me his old phone):

same as Yvonne's.

" When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you... When I met you, I was afraid to kiss you... When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you... Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you."

031009

2009-10-03T17:51:00.002+08:00

hahaaa.
gotta tok smth abt yesterday.

brought many books home.
so many till i couldnt carry.
YunJing && Astin help me to carry ey..
THANK YOU!(:
then walk hm wif them..

ohya.
me & astin ask both Mr Chia && laoshi whether they got see the STYLE MEN magazine.
and we said sum1 was inside.
and both their reactions was th same. " no. why? really? hahaaaa!"

2 mre days to exam.
OMFG! i havent really started revising.

I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?

290909

2009-09-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

today had dance meeting.
wrote dwn my personal info in th laptop.
saw erhem's phone no. and Lorraine took it dwn.
hahaaa.
and then me&& Crescencio also took it(:
kay. short post for today.
gtg do hw.(: